How Can I.... (re-posted in different category for more responses)?

it seems like he was a big part of your life and now that hes gone your just questioning yourself in your dreams.. because you keep thinking about your decision and all the things he did to you. its normal not to forget what happened, honestly it would be more troublesome if you did. youll get over him! it just takes time and feeling in the empty gap where your bf was with friends can speed up the process! goodluck